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          When I turned 39 I spent the entire last year in my thirties dreading the big 4-0
                                    

                       I thought absolutely everything that I did not achieve in life and that really made me sad.
                                        
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40 came and went and then came 41 and 42 ...etc.


A few years back I started to write again

     a few years back I started to dream again

              and I have decided that it is never too late.
          
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I am now in my last year in my forties and I intend to make this a great year

   a great year.
                          
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to many it will seem ordinary, but I have  decided to make every single moment count



I will dive into my faith with abandon
                        
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My Children who have always known they were first in my life will also see a Mom who dreams, and LIVES
                         
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I will finish that manuscript that I have  been dragging behind me like a ball and chain
                                             
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and if someone wants to read and publish it...well that will be gravy



It will get done


             so come on 49
                                  
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                                       lets see what ya got